21 Years and counting.....Darling Stephen, you are truly missed by me and all of your fans, young and old.
Please fell our love in the depth of your soul.
Lorelei
Please join us for a moment of silence at 10PM PST - Sunday Jan 8th 2012
Steven Maynard Clark April 23rd 1961 - Jan 8th 1991 -
20 Years gone - but never forgotten
20 Years
20 Winter’s. 20 Spring’s. 20 Summer’s. 20 Fall’s. 7300 days and nights since you’ve gone. Time has it’s own agenda. Your time ran out so soon. You lived your time in your own time. All I have now is time on this planet with out you. God knows I have tried to make the best of it dear. I have put my best foot forward. I have tried to do what I thought was right by you, by me and by what we once had. I asked myself this morning what my life would have been like if we had just broken up and you had lived and we had become lifelong friends. Would I have had such a hard time finding true love again? Would I still be haunted by your memory? It’s hard to say and the “what if’s” mean nothing. They are only questions. I have lived these past 20 years in the only way I knew how. I have done my best to heal my heart and to try to love again. It’s hard when most men don’t have the strength of heart to live up to what we had. And I tell them what you and I had happened when we were so young- I am a different woman now. I am a warrior woman. I have wisdom, experience and scars. But my heart is soft and I am full of love. Love for the past, love for the present, and love for the future. I have enough love inside of me for everyone because I have learned to love my self. You helped me on that path Steve. I always said if I hadn’t loved and lost you, I might never have learned to love my self. It is the one thing I try to teach others…how to love themselves. I believe when we learn to really love ourselves- then we can love others whole-heartedly. I only hope that wherever you are my darling, you have learned to love yourself – as others love you and as I love you. I feel you around Steve, we all do. Your memory is still very alive to those of us who knew and loved you. So feel that love today on this 20th anniversary of your transition to the other side. You are blessed. I am blessed. We all are blessed to have experienced the likes of you on this planet. Rest in happiness with the angels and the masters and the saints in that place where spirit lives infinitely and unconditionally in the loving light of God.
Please join us for a moment of silence at 7:30PM Eastern Time - Tonight
God Bless Steven Maynard Clark April 23rd 1961 - Jan 8th 1991 -
Dear Steve, I am writing to you today in memory of your smile, your sweetness, your grace and your pain. I know I am not alone in this world as I carry the torch of your light and gifts forward to others. I am blessed to have known you and to have the opportunity to connect with so may people who love you now and loved you way back then. I only wish you could have known how loved you were, but you know it now and it grows stronger every day. You live in our memories Steve, You live in our hearts. Especially mine. Thank you for the wonderful music you created, your soulful riffs and your contagious smile. I love you, they love you and God loves you. Always, Your Martha,
Steve and Me in front of the Brasserie de l'sle St. Louis - 1987
Another Year gone by....2010 -1991 = 19 years with out our Steve.
Dear Friends and Fans of Steve,
It is from my heart that I write to you at this time. Most of you have read my book and have learned more about the man we all loved. My intention was to share the human side of Steve, and myself, whether you approved of the way we behaved ourselves or not. The many wonderful letters I received showed me how much love, compassion and understanding you readers have had for us, and now hopefully for yourselves too.
If Steve were alive today I think he would be sober and ok with sharing his own truths in order to help others heal themselves too. I have to believe that this is true because of the support I have received from all of you, as well as his mates from the band and crew. But for today let's just remember the man with the dream to play guitar and travel the world in a rock 'n roll band. Steve Clark went after his dreams in spite of the status quo and the many nay-sayers that surrounded him. He was determined and didn't take no for an answer. His managers and band mates even called him "Dreams". I believe if he were here today he would encourage you all to follow your dreams too.
Steve,
We love you, I love you,
I'll see you in my dreams...
Lorelei
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEVE
Dear Beloved Friends of Steve...
Please join me at 5PM Pacific Time - 7PM Central Time - 8PM Eastern Time - In honor of Steve's transition to the other side for a 10 minute, candle-lit, silent meditation from wherever you are in the world. Thank you for joining me. Peace, Lorelei
This is an old polaroid of Steve and me in London at Cafe Pacifico, our favorite Mexican restaurant at the time. I had just finished the London Press week and he was there to be with me while he had a little time off from the writing of Hysteria. I remember his new black leather jacket he wore that night. He and Phil had been shopping on the King's Road that day. He was so proud of it.
We were young and restless and in love. We didn't know what life would bring us. We didn't know the lessons we'd have to learn. Life and death lessons both at the same time. We thought the world was our oyster and we were invincible. It just goes to show that one never knows what lies ahead.
Steve is missed today and everyday by me and you and many, many loving people. God knows just how much Steve is loved by all of us collectively. Let us remember to live life laughing and loving and living as if this is our last day on earth. Help us all to be kind and gentle to each other and ourselves. Steve would have wanted us to.
You are missed Steve Maynard Clark.
You are loved.
Lorelei Martha Shellist
January 8th 2009
